Killing...

::friday::
-Droped off Balloons and flowers to anwar-
-went home slept-
-got a call from raymond & robert-
-went back to monticito park to visit anwar with robert,raymond and adam-
-ate at del taco-
-left to santa monica beach-
-played on the beach-
-walked around on the promanade* (spell check?)-
-bought 7 doller cigerettes from a store anwar always bought his cigars at-
-walked around alot more-
-posed a bit for raymond photo's-
-left around 9ish to jack in the box-
-ran into some drag queens-
-had a long drive home, feel asleap in west covina and i woke up in montclair-
-drove back to rob's house where we watched porn from this girl who used to go to our school haha-
-went home-
-i got tired of my hair so i cut it ...kinda short. i miss it...fuck-
-slept-

::saturday::
-slept alot-
-woke up-
-walked around a bit-
-went back to sleep-
-went to compusa in rancho-
-went to montclair to buy this chip thingy for my computer-
-went home-
-smoked a few cigerettes and thought things over-

::my thoughts::
-i really need a job-
-i hate girls, i shoulda never taken her back, it was a waste of time and my effort-
-i was thinking yesterday of becoming straight edge for a while after i smoke this last pack of cigerettes...who know's.-
-theres alot of hot asian chicks at the beach-